sunday bloody sunday

boredboredbored.

Why?

I'll tell you why.

Its sunday. A hot, lonely, sweaty sunday.

On the plus side, its my mom's birthday. My sister and I got her a logic puzzle book when I saw Dark Knight for the second time, and we made her a card; along with my brother. My dad brought home an ice cream cake, which we'll all eat when they get home from the city.

And I felt like blogging.

But Im bored.

boredboredbored.

I saw The Dark Knight the other day.

LOVED IT

Heath Ledger was amazing. Ive seen him in other movies before but he was so disturbing in Dark Knight.

As great as the movies was there always has to be a flaw in the plan right? Right.

Let me lay down the setting: My house around 2ish maybe. Ashley call Lexlex and asked her if we wanted to see The Dark Knight, I asked if I could bring my sister and said yes. Plan set.

However we planned on a silly boy,(lets just call him 'Unsure' for now, shall we?), Unsure, to give us a ride to the movies because he is the only one of us, with us, with his licence.

Lets skip ahead a few hours to lexlex's house.

Unsure tells us he wont give us a ride but lex's grandma can, which means my sister, who wanted to see this movie since they announced its premiere, couldnt go with us. I had been informed later that after I had told her she started crying, making me feel like shit.

Well lexlex and I went with Ashley and a few other people. Fabulous except for 4 girls in front of us giggling and being the shit headed whores they'll be in 10 years. At least until I said 'shh'. Lol little thing to say except they didnt say anything else the rest of the movie. yay for raising self esteem!

Next day I see it again with my sister and had little kids behind us kicking our seat /:

Well Im tired so bonne nuit.

Honestly Im just bored.

3 weeks ago I moved into my new house.

huzzah.

I love it. Even the little dent mark in the kitchen and the cracked tile in the bathroom.

I forgot how much I loved apartment life. It always was comforting to me. There's a pond/lake thing right outside our patio that I can fish in.

I wanted to show my friends but after I unpacked my clothes I droped my phone in the box and moved it into the living room. I couldnt find it forevvvver. When I did actually get it back I had about 20 missed calls and only 1 new voicemail.

Honestly I think what annoys me the most is that of all the people who called me only one person had the decentsy to verbally let me know they called. If I have more than one missed call, my phone wont let me know who called except for the last person. So I only knew that my lexlex <3 called(besides her voicemail).

Then I ran past my friend Josh on my way home from the library and he tells me he called me on one of those 20 missed calls. bah.

I think I may actually be not 'likeing' this summer.

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lol see them?

Ramblings of an insomniac or pure genuis?

blah.

So, it's 1:20 am on saturday July 5 and Im too awake to go to sleep, but too tired to go down stairs and do anything.

I move on monday, the 7th. Im really excited, mainly because I can still go to my high school. First time that's ever happened. My sister's birthday is tomorrow. News wise, I think that's it.

My lexi's birthday was last week and we went to the Taste of Chicago with her sisters and their boyfriend/friend. Honestly, I was glad to go. I havnt left my house once except for that day this summer( at least that I can remember). It was a lot of fun and Im glad I went. Then that sunday she had the party. Twas...depressing for me. I wasnt feeling well and was out of my comfort zone so I left early, knowing that if I stayed I would have started crying and ruining everything for her. As I started walking home I started feeling bad and now I think she may be mad at me.

But when I went home that day I looked up a bunch of shit, as I always so, and started looking at info on shyness and started feeling so crappy about everything. Being shy sucks ass and the only people who understand that are people who are shy to atleast the extent that I am, because it is incredibly debilitating.

What sucks more is I just realised I used a wrong flower for a spell and now it might not work.

hell :/