heaven forbid i speak the truth

For a while now I've been thinking about some things. Mostly just personal things, but also things that involve my future.

Im graduating high school in less then 2 years and that scares me.

My family cant afford to help me pay for college, mind I may not even go to college if I stick to what I want to be, I cant get a job because Im too young and people wont hire me.

Im also worried about my passion, traveling. I want to travel everywhere, London, Paris, Dublin, Mumbai, Tokyo, Hong Kong. I get so excited about the very thought of meeting people from every country.

But again sneaks up the issue of money. Im getting desperate.

Really desperate.

It gets so scary that I cant even talk to people about it. I just sit and think and hope.